heyhey!..hahas...tis wole post is dedicated to u ppl out tere..hahas...
1st to dearest
socks aka stalker...
heyheyhey...dun be depressed...ur msn personal message saes u are depressed hahas....
we muz gogo jiayoux 4 next half of the year!!!!!! and i forbid u to sae that if i tink i veh lan4 go ask u urs i will feel better...hmmph...NO saein that agen horx...ahahas...we haben catch up yet ehx...muz find 1 dae we go yue hui ahahas....dun worrie kaes...ill alwaes be here 4 yaz no matter wad happens...wahhahas...lurve loads!!muacks=D
to dearest
yingsi aka shifu...
yoyoyoyo!!!hahas...we haf said alot of sorriex..hahas...anw...dun be depressed and disappointed kae....and dun gif urself too much stress!!!hahas...we oso muz gogo jiayoux 4 next half of the year...yay cant wait 4 triple date wahahs...and x-men...lol i treat u popcorn wahah c i so nice hahas...so gogo jiayoux believe u will be okay...u r STRONG hahas...alwaes herex....lurve loadx loadx...muacks=D
to dearest
binz aka spastic partner...
heyhey...dun be so sadded...and depressed...i duno wad 2 sae lehx paisehx...bud wad is done is done we can onli work hard 4 e others to cum...gogo jiayoux kae...im alwaes here too to spas wif u 4 stress relief...hahas...okok...lurves=D
to dearest
shirley....
hahas juz wanna sae thx 4 being tere wen i wann break down in mrt hahas...muacks lurves loadxxx~!!!!=D
to dearest
other twokay05 peeps....
hey all...duno if u all are happi bout results or sad bud juz wanna sae GOGO JIAYOUX ler...hahas cant wait 4 more twokay outings and twokay chalet!!!!!hahas...miss twokay loadx lehs u all got miss twokay notx...hahas....and CATHERINE u muz go 4 twokay outings and chalet okayx...u dun go i humtump u arhx...hahas...cath muz oso take kaire and stae happi...
ebri1 muz stae happi kae!!!hahas...lurve u all LOADS~~!!!=D
to all
other wunderful frenz out there....
stae happi if u not happi wif results ten gogo jiayoux if u haf done well ten congrats!!!lurves...=D
ooo p.s.
to
gb sec3s....
we muz gogo jiayoux 4 june camp and to not let the sec4s down wen tey step down and pass on the jobs to us...jiayoux ler!! esp the ex-co!!hahas...lurves=D
OI shirley kai2 and limin...our subway date is wen arhx i blur liaox..lollol...=D
[wheeeeeeeeeee.....]
what we could have been, 17.5.06.
lalalas....im feeling much better...hahas..thx 4 ebri1s concern...lurve u all loads=D
tokin to chia hong now...1st time tokin to him on msn so laggg ritez...
ahhas...he so farni...hahas...penguin...lame...he oso nid wheelchair...
socks haben buy wheelchair 4 mie yet..hahas...X)
i passed mi e.geog!!hahas...so happi...i failed and juz pass mi 2 common test mahx so i veh scared...hahas...bud it turned out ok...=D
heres sumtin i wanna sae...hahas...
to mi dearest shifu...heyya...hope u will be able to read tis...sorrie niahx..4 sending the sms...hope u din feel worse hahas...coz u abit ap-ded mie after that...realli hope u didnt feel worse im feeling so bad...i shouldnt haf been such a freaking tink that i not wad to do person...anwnoe u feeling not veh good...hmmmz..dun worrie too much about wadeva u that is troubling u...im sure u all able to overcome it wif all ur frenz help....and ill alwaes be here...hahas...in conclusion....SORRY agen...hahas...=Dtake kaire_smileyx=)sumtimes i feel so leftout...darn...stop letting mie feel leftoutand so lonely....and feel so unimportant in tis world...[life goes on....]
what we could have been, 16.5.06.
tinkalotofppldunotheREALmie...theonehuseemsstrongandalwaessmilngontheoutside...budvehweakandnidalotofsupportfrmtheinside...wellnowunoeX)
what we could have been, 15.5.06.
oooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
2dae is depressing dae....
i failed physics...by 5 marks...whee...
depressed...
went to airport to celebrate hui yi's bdae!!hahas...toktok walkwalk
go budget airline...
VEH budget...hahas
ugh...almoz break down in mrt train hahas...
bud thx shirley 4 being tere...
depressed not becoz i failed...
act fail i not sad...
muz gogo jiayoux nxt time!
bud its about mi parents...
i juz cant bear to disappoint tem...
i noe i neva work hard enuff...
i will try mi best!...
bud i dun tink tey will believe...
tey dun even believe that i haf the basic ting of humanity...wich is to being able to cry...
told tem i watched movies...
eg i not stupid too...greenmile
veh touching that i cried...
reply that i received...
'u will cry 1 mehx..?'
on the outside tey seem okay wif everting...
bud on the inside i noe that tey are disappointed and not happy...
do u tink im happii...
o YES i DOO enjoy failing...
i juz lurve it soooo much...
oooo....hahas...i crossed e road 2dae wen going home without lookin properly!!!
a car came honkin mie way...and i ran across the street..hahx...
or mayb i shouldnt haf run...i broke down at home...
feels weird crying all alone at home...
hmmz...
hahas...
bud i cried
soundlessly..lolx...
hahas..thx 2 shirley 4 being tere...and socks 4 gogo jiayou-ing mie...hahas...
ahhhx....i guess i now realli kan kai about results ler...not realli sad about results...
juz help mie kan kai about mi parents...please pretty please???
andhelpmiekankaiaboutsumfrenships...[lalala.....]
what we could have been, 15.5.06.
teyalwaessaetreatpplewayuwantemtotreatubudtrustmieitsfakeormijustexpectingtoomuch?bleahx...=(([.............]
what we could have been, 14.5.06.
2dae is a sianz dae...
tml is gonna be a sianz dae...
e dae after tml is OSO gonna be a sianz dae...
haiyoo..after exams ler lyk stiu so sianz...hahas...
no lahx...got twokay chalet to look 4ward to!!!!!!!!
and oter outings and yue huiS...hahas...
hmmz 2dae veh sianz...
we go sch do nth lahs...oter ten bio go thur mcq and get baq amaths paper...
o mr tan showing us new movie...
its nice=9...
hmmmzz....ten went macD wanna drink milkshake wif shirley....
ended up milkshake out of stock...haiyooo...
we drank milo instead....hahas...
ten talk....about mani tings hahas...
lalalas....sianz....gonna slack slack slack...
ooo wanna watch doom wif mi parents...
its nc16 or m18 lehx...hahas...
sianz diao....lata got da chang jin!!whoosh...hahas...
lalalas....wanna watch just mi luck!!!ani1 interested!?!?
can cum find mie and shirley...hahas...bud tot of going wif limin and kai2...yup yup
hmmz...hahas...and wanna watch x-men!!hahas...haiyoo so mani to watch...
yayness...going out wif shirley and shifu to watch over the hedge hahas...
i can burp mi ABCs...lol....
hmmz...yayas...i shall stop crappin ler...whoosh...hahas...
haix...sumtimes tired of hearing her complains...dun even noe if shes telling the truth...alot of ppl saeing she lying to ebri1...and i believe that...dun tink that she reali tell mie the truth...o wells....she tok to mie ten make mie zuo you wei nan..duno wad to do haiyoo...feel lyk helping her...she realli seems in need of help...bud if shes lying...wad the point??wanting to be popular and getting the attention of ppl is normal...its a human ting...i definitely agree...yayness realii looking 4ward to twokay chalet...and oter outings wif twokay peeps...whoosh...and nat and mabs!!we muz go out kae??hahas..=DD
[mixed emotions....]
what we could have been, 11.5.06.
okayy...so im here to update...whooosh exams are finally OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!...hahas...yayness manz...bud i can predict that the results r gonna be not good niahx...okok...brief recount...
el&cl paper1 plus el&alpaper 2 -- was soso
amaths -- considered easy
social studies -- KILLER
geog -- was soso bud i din manage to vomit out alot of tings
chem -- o wells
bio -- vomitted all the stuffs..hahas
physics --another killer
emaths -- soso
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh o wells...screw the myes lahx...bud anw...dun tink too much lerx...hahas...muz party 1st ahahas...okok...so 2dae 2JK gals went ice skating so cool ritez...bud i din go lahx...mama naggin too far...its at jurong btw...and lata break nose break leg...etc...sadded lahx...haix....budden anw...after that went to makan mos burger wif shirley...yeayea...was going craziee....ya..ten we went to walk walk...ten wanted to watch movie...ten yi bian walk yi bian decide wad to c...ten decided to c aquamarine an 2.10...and juz realised...ITS ONLI 12++...so we walked aimlessly around tm and cs...juz walking round and round...round and round...and tampines is full of ah ppl lahx...ebriwhere u go u c ahs ppl...hahas...and we met nicole and samantha....ooohhh...hahas...ooohhh and i saw sum1...hmmz...=)...yea...ten arnd 1.30...went to take neos...not veh high yet...and i take until veh chou3 lorx...haix..nvm next time take nicer...hahas...ten it still wasnt at least 2pm!!ok so we continued to walk aimlessly walk walk walk...hahas...ten we finally went in!!whoosh...ahahs...the show was veh nice...yea...veh farni oso..hahas...yayness din waste the $7 hahas...and juz realised i got alot of movie wanna watch...mie and shirley wanna watch just mi luck...stiu got x-men!!...and and da vin ci code BUD ITS NC16!!!!!wth...hahas...ten yue hao wif shifu and shirley go c over e hedge...hahas...haiyoo i going bankrupt lerx....hahas...so sianz tml after sch lyk nth to do lidat...hahas...lalalas...muz party 1st be4 results cum baq..hahas...okok...enjoy ppl!!!hahas...
[saranghaeyo...=)...]
what we could have been, 10.5.06.